Post dedicated to dar:

Hi dar, hahas. i know it's hard to type using psp so thanks for ur effort of typing in my tagboard. =]

I dont really know what to update about la.. But i'm kinda worried for the both of us, knowing ur parents know about me already.

I was so worried last night u know... i was watchin tennis halfway and u msned me, just with three words saying "Dad found out". I was cold out, but because i didn't want my family to ask, i kinda acted like everything was fine and stuff. i acted normally and nobody suspected a thing.

I couldn't really sleep well last night, kept thinking about what might happen to us in the future, and i was kinda afraid you would not want me anymore if we were to stop smsing or msning each other.

It's kinda embarassing to say it, but i kinda cried a little last night, and this morning too. I forced myself to sleep, but i kept waking up. Woke up almost 10 times. I actually saw the sky brighten a little every time i opened my eyes. I couldn't sleep anymore at 8:30am. Just felt really horrible. Felt like vomiting and it was really cold. had a little headache too. haiz.

Well sorry for jumping about points, but yesterday when your dad called me, i was seriously expecting the worst. But apparently not prepared enough. It was what i expected he would say, that he would not let me meet you OR talk to you at all again, or he'd report the police against me or something.

Well i'm still hoping we would be able to chat..... without the thought of ur dad killing me. x_x otherwise i wouldn't know whether u've changed or something....

If gladys's dad is reading:


Dear Mr Lam,
I'm really not a bad person. please believe me.
I just want her to be happy.
I'm trying not to make her fail in her studies and stuff.
In fact i'm trying my best to help her in her studies.
I'll not do anything to hurt her just to make me happy.
I might not be the brightest one but i'm doing my best.
Please let me talk to her again, sir. Please...

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