Life is full of bad memories and sorrows.

Mine is made up of every mistake i've made.

Some mistakes can never ever be fixed. I have one mistake of that sort, that can never be resolved.

I've fallen into a deep deep hole now. I cant ever get out of it. It has been sealed shut.

There's no solution to the problem i'm having. Nobody understands the problem because i never told anyone.

Yeah i'm probably having the perfect life in everyone's eyes. What everyone dont know is that i do not expose the emotions i have inside.

Thus, the craziness in class.

This post is purposely made vague so that people will continue to not understand.

I do not tell anyone because i know i will be laughed at, or looked down on. So, i will continue to hide this story. Even the closest of friends dont know my story, and they will continue to not know. Nobody's interested anyway.

But be forewarned that one day i might not exist anymore.